It starts small, But It grows to out of control proportions quickly. You think..well maybe ill try just one, next thing you know pop, there appears another in the safe.. Then your thinkin..If I sell this rifle I dont use anymore, and maybe that old rust tube, I could get that new inline Ive had my eye on. Next thing you know your at every gunshow you can find, scouring for caps...new bullets..strange old relics.. you dont even use your CF rifles anymore.. and rarely even the shotgun. Then you start thinking, shotgun Hmm, they make those in Blackpowder too..wow that sounds fun! Your friends hardly recognize you anymore.. Then it hits you..your a full fledged addict! ,,but theres no 12 step program..just a list of steps you take while loading.. HAHA welcome to the darkside!!